Eleanor

She sleeps in my arms

as I fall in love with her

tiny body.

All the parts there—

the perfect curve of a fingernail,

the rhythmic rise of a ribcage thin as paper.

Every breath a quiet victory I didn’t earn,

but get to keep for a little while.

She changes every day;

it’s so hard to wake up as she sleeps and sleeps

until her eyes open

and those deep blue eyes look at me.

What can she really see

as I bend low to kiss her forehead,

soft skin against my lips?

And I sing Somewhere Over the Rainbow,

where the lullaby land is right here,

tucked between my shoulder and my chin.

Where the sky is soft and the clouds are skin,

and the trouble melts like lemon drops.

George in the hospital

At ninety-eight,

the years are a blurred map,

except for this:

the sharp, clear grief of a son’s funeral

and the way the Mendelssohn rose

to meet the rafters.

His hand lifts—

a slow, ghost-weight motion

cutting through the heavy air of the room.

He is conducting the shadows now,

guiding a choir only he can hear,

every finger an instrument of memory.

He pays attention to the phrasing,

the swell of the alto,

the steady pulse of the bass.

He is practicing for his entrance.

The score is almost finished.

He is smoothing his lapel,

steadying his breath,

ready to step onto the riser

and find his place

between his wife and his son.

fan

he wears the colours of the Broncos the Phillies the Jets

has been to Springsteen Zevon Tedeschi Trucks

many folk fest favourites 

he reads Tom Clancy John le Carre Wodehouse National Review

he is a true fan of these things 

and he is a true neighbour 

a fan of the family

always there when you need him

wearing the colours of us

 

wireball

dreamed up by eight year old grandson in our back yard 

using the power line that diagonals 

our expansive yard

dropkicking a ball  

a little larger than a tangerine and 

us trying to catch it 

notwithstanding the sun in our eyes 

everyone plays 

an agglomerate of young and old

to the delight of boy 

we play until the light of the moon takes over and 

we can’t see the wire anymore and

we relive our antics until the 

sky turns sable with pinprick of rural stars 

 

this is the last time we play

because we are moving to a milquetoast house 

in the city with no wire and a small fenced backyard

still the boy tries to come up with a plan 

 

so many memories

like watching the kids  zip around the house

each with a pinecone in hand 

wireball will be missed 

boy’s memory romanticized to quadruple its size 

our new home a shell of our former selves