today I opened
my copy of
Ulysses
that I bought used somewhere
an old Penguin paperback with black cover
originally sold for $1.95
paged through it
and it opened to a page
where a pressed
four-leaf clover
rested pale
green
brittle
near the spine
don’t know how long it had been there
but I lifted it out
and felt a strange lifting of my mood
rising notes of a flute
like I had cheated death
or something
maybe I did